Yet another christmas has come and gone... in a flash there goes another year. I always thought of christmas as a very special day. Of all seasons, i love the christmas season the most. When i was younger, i used to be able to smell the christmas season in the air. Sense the magic and the wonderment as i gaze awe struck at all the glittering lights dancing on the streets of town. You can smell the love and everyone is particularly nice and friendly. But sadly, as i grew older... i could no longer smell nor sense the love and magic in the air. The lights became just mere lights. Soon i realised i was the only one trying to stir up the magic of christmas while the others just shrugged it off a, " its just another day. why do you want to join the mad house on the streets?" Is it just me who senses the magic in the air? And who realises that the lights are not just mere lights? What happened to the season of giving and love? Or have we just outgrew the romance and childish dreams??

But i digress....

Been feeling nostalgic as i realised that yet another year have slipped out of my grasp. In a year, i got my heartbroken, went in and out of depression, died a little, changed my wardrobe, got a new pet, made new friends and enemies, fell in love, got a new job and all these are just the major changes. But yet as i try hard to remember what i have done in the past year that i found was most meaningful, i couldnt come up with anything. So tell me...what have you done in the past year that was most meaningful? Something that totally made a difference? Or are we too wrapped up in the rat race that we are blinded by the hidden delights.

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After 4 days of being stuck under the sweltering sun at town she is finally off tml. Why am i complaining?? coz i am stuck there with her half the time and i miss spending our quality time together.

Its been rainy lately. Cant even go for a swim in the pool. Damn. And i miss my friends sigh.

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I love the lyrics to this song. It gets to me everytime i hear it.

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At my baby's place now. Just made a supper of egg mayo and tuna sandwich. I accidently put too much salt into the tuna. But she still ate it. So sweet =) *i tend to make very salty food. Sniggers*

Some probs with her younger brother again. Seeing her so upset makes me feel helpless. Sighs.

Her diners credit card just came through the mail, just as we were soooo broke. Decided to go out for a good meal plus movie tml. Since its a public holiday and she is off. She needs some comfort food right about now. Maybe i'll pop downstairs for her fav ice cream...

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Havent been updating coz theres's nothing to update!! lol

Changed a new hp, E250 aint too bad...nice games, she lent me her PSP and i'm playing games all day long. And i mean all day long... sniggers.
She bought me a pink octopus i saw in "More than words" super round and cute. We named it "Gong gong" super cute... its right smack in the middle of the bed staring at me now.
Her off day tml. Going to slack at home i guess, she's super tired. Poor thing.

I'm in love with munchy doughnuts! Yummy. Going to buy some down to her work place soon. Miss her cuteness, lameness and her smelly smell. Haha....crap

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I am kinda addicted to the HL strawberry milk in a wierd way. It is in such a nice shade of pink!! Its gorgeous. Tastes pretty good too but i prefer the colour. >.<

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Saw this super cute pink mushroom so i took a photo of it.

so bloody cute...

anyways i went for a health checkup today and apparently i have high sugar levels and i could be diabetic. have to do more checks. so mafan... so i have to control my sweet tooth. No more daily dosage of chocolates nor ice cream. damn.

She impressed me again. She knows sign language! wow i didnt know that. impressive... and her mother is so sweet, screwed her for making me walk home alone for two nights in a row and insisted that she sends me home next time. =)

ying is going to a neighbour's dog birthday party. so i gotta go doll her up with ribbons. hee.... cute ass.

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time for updates... my blog growing spiderwebs already. I got a new hp!! Nokia E65 she bought it for me. So sweet we both got the same phones only different colour. I took the more manly Mocha colour while she took the super gay Red colour rofl. Good phone though. Has wifi, adobe reader and loads of stuff. slim too!

I have this crazy pnk fetish. I love everything pink. and its the sweet baby pink. I used to detest pink. Goodness. I even bought this satin pink halter top. Since when do i wear pink? but oh well whatever... its dirt cheap and nice. Pink laptop anyone? Bday prezzie? lol

My bdae's coming up... this sat. Then it will be the 5th Oct. What to get u for ur bday prezzie? what to wear for ur dinner?


*you make me wana la la...

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E called. Asking me bout some website... the whole conv. was bout the website and it didnt take longer than 3 mins. After we hung, i sat there...... expecting to feel something... a rush of emotions, a wave of sadness... but........ nothing. My only thought was she still sounds the same. Should i tell you she called? In the end i did i told you.

I'm over her. And i'm glad. =)


I've finished a chapter and turned the page... now i'm looking forward to many more new chapters with you.

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Is the time of the month again... not that mine is regular every month but oh wells...feeling bloated, gassy, emotional, pimple outbreaks and the works. Lastly the worst of it all......... is feeling sexually frustrated!! argh i hate it. It doesnt help when you have to constantly worry bout leakage nor if its time to change ur tampon. Irritating. why dont guys have the same problems? women are always the ones suffering... oh the unjustice of it all. See... a sign of major PMSing blogging about stuff like this.

Madness i tell you. madness...

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Its 4.45 am and i cant sleep as usual. I'm tired physically but my mind refuses to shut down. damn i hate the feeling. Its one of those emo nights too... Saw that someone online and its almost 5am, wierd. Maybe i should delete her off my msn list so i wont see her nick at all. whatever... my minds playing games with me again.

Went to town spent the day with kenny. His b day... Happy Bday!!
ya anways, went to queue for doughnuts for her coz she skips her lunch almost everyday. And then bought mooncakes for her mother. She wanted UNIQUE mooncakes. so i pushed my way through the mooncake crazy crowd and pushed my way to look at all the mooncakes fro every where before i finally found unique mooncakes. Its so unique till i dont even know what flavours i bought. Tri coloured somemore. I hope it tastes as good as it looks.

Went for coffee session and now i'm super tired but cant sleep. Sigh i'll go toss and turn the comp's lights hurting my eyes. -_-

* I miss the smell of CK One. =)

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Yes yes been lazy to update my blog. Stop complaining ppl....
I feel so pampered today. She bought me loads of stuff to surprise me. (pardon the super unclear pics)

This the piglet pillow she bought. I dont like the body though too small feels very delicate.

Chocolates!!!! super duper yummy. I am a chocoholic. I neeedddd and crave chocolates. *Grins*

Muffins. Coz i skip meals and have gastric pains. Unhealthy... thus the muffins. Theres strawberry, apple, blueberry, oreo, white chocolate and lastle double chocolate~!

I decided to eat the strawberry one first. Sweet and full of berries. what crap. am on a sugar high.
Half eaten muffin.

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Rat-a-too-ee!!

I want a cute furry rat who is clean and cooks haute cuisine for me too!
Birthday Present anyone?

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It's 3am in the morning and i am wide awake...
the night seems particularly quiet today. So much so that the silence rings in my ears. This is one of those nights where your thoughts will run, thinking bout everything...from your past, to the present, to the future. This is one of those nights. I must say that i no longer think of her that much. I will think of her less today and even lesser tml. Sigh this IS one of those long endless nights that i dread. I start to feel lonely and empty and i hate feeling that way.

*Its time to be a big girl now. And big girls dont cry.*

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A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it. The first time, virtues and vices wandered bored, not knowing what to do. One day, they were all gathered and bored more than even when Ingenious had an idea, "Why don't we play hide and seek?" And all of them liked the idea, immediately the mad Madness shouted: I want to count, I want to count and since no one else was crazy to seek for Madness, Madness leaned on a tree and started to count, 1, 2, 3...
And as Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung on the horn of the moon; Treason in a pile of garbage; Fondness curled up between the clouds; Lie said he would hide under a stone but he lied and hid at the bottom of the lake; Passion went to the center of the earth; Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.... And Madness continued to count, 79, 80, 81, 82. All the vices and virtues were already hidden by then, except for Love, whom as undecided as she is, did not know where to hide. And this should not surprise us because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love. And Madness was already at 95, 96, 97. And just at the moment when she arrived at hundred, Love jumped into a rosebush and there she hid out. And Madness shouted "I'm coming! I'm coming!" and as he turned, the first one he saw was Laziness, thrown to his feet because he didn't have any energy to hide. Then he saw Tenderness in the horn of the Moon, and Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion in the center of the earth. Discovering them one by one, finding all of them but one. Madness was getting desperate, unable to find the last missing one, until Envy, envious for Love not having been discovered, whispered to Madness: "You are lacking Love, and she is hiding in the rosebush." And Madness took a wooden pitchfork, and stabbed at the rosebush, and stabbed and stabbed, till a heartbreaking shout made him stop. And, after the shout, Love came out covering her face with her hands, and from between her fingers run two threads of blood, out of her eyes.

Madness, anxious to find Love had taken out Love's eyes with the pitchfork. "What have I done, what have I done!" He shouted. "I have left you blind! How can I repair it?" And Love answered, you can't restore my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you could be my guide. From that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness

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