Someone wrote this for me in her blog...

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Each time you laid and shut your weary eyes

You're doing it again.That thing where you fall for her

For that same despicable trick, for that same bitch numerous times over again. And every time you are left alone in the cold, in the dark to gather what's little that's left of you

I stood watching, helpless and angry,

I could only pray that your heart remembers how to mend, to put things back, to go on again.

You said you're sorry but I can't be sure.

If it was really so or if it was for you didn't inflict pain enough,

On yourself and everyone around

It's all smoke and mirrors.

You promise me you wouldn't do it again,

You promised me you would protect your heart

But you never did.

You never understood what I wanted for you

And I've told you, infinite times, picking the right circumstances, the right place.

There were times I've turned my back and each time I did, I regretted.

You're my friend, someone who have shared countless nights just talking with

You're my friend, someone I let in on my biggest pain

And you're dying, right in front of me, which choices you made, with paths you walked on.

I know I can't ask

I know I can't demand

I'm not you, this is not my life but if I were you, i'll quit. Tara used to tell me 'we can do this, you're strong, strong like the Amazon' and it brought a smile. She never ceases to amaze me.

So now I'm telling you the same thing, you're strong, you don't have to do this. You don't have to lead such a wrecked life like I do.

Often, there are words I can't say, emotions I can't reveal

And often time, I wish I did.

If words could just save you.

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I am struck dumb. loads of stuff i wana say but i do not know how to express myself.
But i promise girl... i will get her out of my system.
But u have to promise me to be strong too... coz u are slowly dying as well and it has been so long.

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