I thinks I am PMSing.

Very affected by stuff and I have been feeling very out of place lately.
I don't feel like I belong at work (though I'm leaving) and lately feeling like a stranger in my own body.

Small unimportant stuff seems to irritate me. Like how our "spending time together" days are planned coz she has to lie to her mum. It annoys me. Sometimes when I come home I half expect to see her around, waiting to surprise me.
But it's difficult for her and I am still trying to adjust to this weird aspect of the r/s. oh well.

Even sex is getting so routine so boring. And sometimes I find trying to turn her on a chore coz it's so damn long when all I Wana do is snuggle and sleep.

Sigh.

Then I have all the worries that keeps me up at night.

And I'm so so tired.

- Fairy Games -