its a rainy rainy morning... dark, wet and gloomy. didnt wana wake up today. if only i can sleep and sleep and sleep.told myself not to read ur blog. not to read ur blog. in the end still read. stupid stupid me. i unblocked u from msn last night, im blocking u again now. sorry.

i refuse to cry anymore. not at work, not on the bus, not at home. its time for me to build up my walls. Thicker and stronger this time.

I wonder how i would react if i saw u on the streets. U and ur gf. I hate her already.

i still need to pass u money every month for my hp bill. theres no need for u to pay for it anymore. Friends have been disappearing from my life in a span of weeks, u are one of them. I miss u the most.

I have more things to accomplish today,
1) Not to look at ur blog
2) Not to look at ur FB
3) Not to think about u
4) Be happy
5) Focus on work

I already failed at number 1. sigh

- Fairy Games -