I'm leaving on a jet plane tomorrow morning. Its kinda like a holiday though we are going there for a totally different purpose. =p

NO MORE MORBID THOUGHTS

Coz everything will turn out totally fine. Promised a certain Miss Bai that i will come back on time and in one piece. *I buy mangos for you?*

So... do not worry. And the major problem i had yesterday... is settled. =) Thank goodness. Thanks for all your offerings of help and consoling words.

Esp: Miss Bai Meiqi

Thank you.


This the importance of having good friends around you. No matter how down or desolate a situation may seem. Its not that bad when you have good friends around you.


Must miss me people!!!

- Fairy Games -

I wana......


I wana....... i wana...........



curl myself up into a ball and hide into a small dark hole and never come out.

- Fairy Games -

Lyrics:

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
(I am weak without you)
Aku yang rentan karena
(I am vulnerable because of)
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
(The love which was lost from you)
Yang mampu menyanjungku
(That was able to flatter me)

Selama mata terbuka
(As long as my eyes are open)
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
(Even until my heart stops beating)
Selama itu pun
(It's as far as that will)
Aku mampu untuk mengenangmu
(I try to make you happy)

Darimu...
(From you)
Kutemukan hidupku
(Have I seen my life)
Bagiku...
(For me)
Kau lah cinta sejati
(You are my one true love)

Ooh...
(Ooh...)

CHORUS:

Bila yang tertulis untukku
(If what was written for me)
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
(Is the best for you)
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
(Then will I remember you as)
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
(My most beautiful memory in my life)

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
(It won't be easy for me)
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
(To leave these footsteps in my life)
Yang tlah terukir abadi
(They were engraved permanently)
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
(As the most beautiful memories in my life)

- Fairy Games -

Its been a pretty much wonderful national day weekend for me.
Went to the F.I.R concert on the 8th with my darling, meiqi and peishi. Faye was hot hot hot and ah xin was hotter!! *drools*

On national day itself, went down to tiong bahru to slack and wait for her to knock off. But Amelia, Yanne, Meiqi, my darling and me had a very last min meeting.
I know it was very weird and uncomfortable for meiqi at first can see your very shy scared face!! LOL.
But it turned out very well, qiqi drove us to labrador park to walk and we had fun talking, laughing while watching ppl catch sotong. Then we went up to Mount Faber just coz we wanted to catch people in THE act.

Btw qiqi, yanne says she looks matured now bcoz she was not wearing makeup and blusher! Not because she is older. I STILL LOOK 21 HOR....
and
Amelia says, that day no foundation or else i'll will look prettier. I'm STILL PRETTY HOR!!

- Fairy Games -

I just hung up the phone after talking to a "best friend" of mine. There is a " in the best friend simply because i really really am so irritated and disappointed in her and how much she knows about me. I have known her for almost 10 years been through relationships ups and downs and i expect her to know me inside out.

Or maybe she changed... or i changed... i dunno

I'm going to manila over the weekend after national day, i was talking to her about it. She said, "I just wonder, what are you going to do there in Manila?"
I said, "Loads! Theres shopping, sight seeing... Historical landmarks. I wana go see the churches."
She said, "Dun bluff lar. So unlike you. You just shop."

I was quite irritated already. So we hung up. After a min, she called again,
She said, " I just wana say, dont u think its very ironic of you to visit churches when your main purpose there is to take a life?"

I was soooo irritated after that. Sometimes i do think its a right move not to call her nor pick up her calls. I am not what you think i am and i might be a deeper person than you think i am.
At least i am not a materialistic bimbotic who tries so hard to be someone else.

I AM IRRITATED.

- Fairy Games -

Do you know how irritating it is to be stuck with the sound of drilling? The monotone draggy sound of the drill just irks me and puts me to sleep. Like being stuck in the office is not bad enough. Damn. I wana scream....

I'm going to Manila next weekend. Will be back on monday... i just told KM i needed urgent leave for family matters. As it will fall on a sunday i need someone to replace mua. Crossing my fingers and hope he doesnt nag at me. Blechzz.

Going F.I.R concert tml. Whoo hoo...

Thats it i'm going to murder the construction worker who is drilling. The noise is drowning out my train of thought. Grrr.....

- Fairy Games -

I'm sitting at my desk falling asleep.... taking the chance to eat snake coz i soooo do not have the energy to work now. ZZzzzz... I have this super duper chocolate craving now. Chocolates anyone? zzzz...

- Fairy Games -