* Warning! Long post ahead.*

Its been a very long and tiring 2 days that feel like an eternity.
Mentally, emotionally and physically draining.
damn...

I'm in such a mix of emotions i'm lacking of words in the dictionary to describe the feeling.
This is a damn bloody good example of why i bloody am lesbian. Now i thank the heavens that i am different and i do not have a slimmest slightest chance to get pregnant.

It is soooo drama its like a scene from some cheesy daytime soap people watch.

Started when my bro's gf got sent back to malaysia when she got fired and her WP expired. So she was unable to come back to SG for a couple of weeks and my bloody itchy brother decides that she is a pain in his ass and wants to dump her.
She appeared at my house on Monday and let herself into my house and took MY MOTHER'S FAV chopper and put it in my bro's room. My maid saw and called my mother who in turn called my bro. So both my mum and my bro rushed back to meet the gf. Which lead to an arguement between my bro and her. In the midst of the quarrel she whipped out the chopper and threatened to slash her wrists. My brother wrestled with her while my mother tried to take the chopper away.
When the chopper was safely removed the was in tears and begged my mother to tell my brother not to leave her and blah blah... my hot headed brother got pissed again.
She locked herself up in the room, broke his very expensive precious perfume bottle and tried to slit her throat while my brother kicked the door down and my mother called my dad and then called the police.
The police came, bundled her and took her away.

All this happened while i was at work. Damn damn damn. anyways....

We changed the padlock worried that the might come back and murder all of us in the middle of the night. But she came back... lurking around in the void deck. My brother, me and Gary went down to talk to her. Luckily one of my bro's friend is with her.
She showed us her reports, she claims my brother assulted her. NEVERMIND.... the biggest blow is when we saw she was 3 months pregnant. I got so speechless all i could do was sit there and gasp for breath. (this is not the first time my bro got a girl pregnant. he now has a 1 year old daughter somewhere in Singapore) So i asked her what she wants. She wants my bro to marry her and she wants to keep the baby. But hellooo... my bro is only 19 in NS earning like 400 a month? She is jobless with no home. I told her no way. She has to either abort or give the baby away. Cannot get married. But i quote her "I will not let him go so easily." "He has to marry me or i will charge him for rape/molest."
Gary woke my mother up and we all were debating till 4am in the morning.
Next day woke up at 10 to bring her to KK hospital and a gyne to book for abortion.
The doc scanned her tummy and when i say the baby, it brought tears to my eyes. Coz it waved at me. I could see its tiny head, chest, heart and hands.Sigh. But outcome was that she cannot abort in SG coz no WP. So now the situation is pending.

Some people want babies but no matter how they try, no babies, my bloody brother just want sex pop 2 babies out. 1 in a year. Stupid asshole. My heart goes out to his gf and the baby. I want babies too!!

This is a lesson learnt. WEAR CONDOMS!

*Thank goodness i'm lesbian.* =p

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