As you can tell, i've not updated in a super duper long time. I guess i have too many thoughts, feelings that i do not really know how to actually put them into words. Many changes, stuff happening everyday that its too long to post.

Its almost 6am and i'm still goldfish eyed awake. damn. its irritating wanting to sleep and trying to but you cant. Been sleepless lately. What do people do in the middle of the night when you are lying in ur bed, venurable, alone with your thoughts and emotions? I dont know bout you, but i definately feel an extra rush of emotions in the dead of the night. Simple things like listening to class 95 and a familiar song comes on, which can bring you an onset of many different feelings.

Do you get the feeling that something is missing in you/your life? Even though you are happy and contented with ur life now? You feel an immense sadness deep in you sometimes and know that somethings missing even though you dont know what?

Gaze upon the stars at night. See a little piece of Heaven itself.

- Fairy Games -