Now i am addicited to this song. Damn y do songs have to be so full of emotions and feelings?

你曾经说我走以后
希望还有联络
能够聆听彼此的苦乐

- Fairy Games -

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意

- Fairy Games -

The past few days have been such long and draggy days. Been busy consoling and comforting one of my best friends. Her 'husband to be' cruelly dumped her and hurt her feelings, only to come running back and doing it all over again. Doesnt that sound all so familiar? Seeing her in that broken/half dead state reminds me of the past.

She is back with him now btw. Just hope things does not repeat or i'll rip his ass into half.



Love makes u blind, stupid, stubborn, rash and basically fucks up your whole life. Knowing that, why do we still get so hooked to the idea of falling head over heels and so madly in love??

- Fairy Games -

I'm blogging from work. Coz i am bored!! Whats new huh. Almost everyone else went out for lunch and i am on a diet. Been staring at the screen for half the morning coz i got practically nothing to do. Snore.

I got a driving lesson tonight!! Very super happy coz I have been trying to book lessons the last whole week but none! Irritating. I am super desperate to get my licence and i'll kill anyone bloody person who stands in my way. I want my carrrr!!! Though technically its not mine but company's property, but i'm driving it!! So its kinda mine. wahahaha.... okok i know i sound teeny bit mad.

Did i tell you i'm in love with Moscato(white wine) and cheese? I got a huge craving for it.

I changed my office comp's template to pink out of boredom. So now i have pink windows... wheeeeeee..............

- Fairy Games -

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
and help us to be wise. in times when we dont know
let this be our prayer
when we lose our way...
Lead us to a place, guide us with ur grace
to a place where we'll be safe.

We ask that life be kind
and watch us from above
We hope each soul will find
another soul to love

Let this be our prayer, just like every child

- Fairy Games -

As you can tell, i've not updated in a super duper long time. I guess i have too many thoughts, feelings that i do not really know how to actually put them into words. Many changes, stuff happening everyday that its too long to post.

Its almost 6am and i'm still goldfish eyed awake. damn. its irritating wanting to sleep and trying to but you cant. Been sleepless lately. What do people do in the middle of the night when you are lying in ur bed, venurable, alone with your thoughts and emotions? I dont know bout you, but i definately feel an extra rush of emotions in the dead of the night. Simple things like listening to class 95 and a familiar song comes on, which can bring you an onset of many different feelings.

Do you get the feeling that something is missing in you/your life? Even though you are happy and contented with ur life now? You feel an immense sadness deep in you sometimes and know that somethings missing even though you dont know what?

Gaze upon the stars at night. See a little piece of Heaven itself.

- Fairy Games -