I'm fuming and brooding away alone in the shop while everybody is out somewhere getting ready for the dinner... while here i am alone. Sighs i feel pathetically miserable... and she cant do anything... she can never do anything about anything. sighs...

I cant even go pee coz its heavy to lift up the damn gates. argh... today's not a good day. So not good.

Elina called this afternoon sounding sheepish and guilty, she said, " i think i got myself into hot soup." she slept with some other slut behind her gf's back and she expects me to console her and make her feel better. HAH! I naturally got pissed and screwed her. And all that crap about loving her gf and no one else but her. Bullshit. And to think after all the shit she put me through she is expecting me to console her when she cheats on her gf yet again?? Hell no.

The world's fucked. Life's fucked. Makes me doubt myself and the people around me sometimes.

I'm bored.... seriously... they are taking ages to come get me. I'm cold and hungry and bored...........................................................................

- Fairy Games -