You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that, yes, once their love surrounded you but now, what do you have?
Memories… Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be a good thing? Why do we dwell on the past, when the future is what matters? It's something that, yeah, I guess can't be helped but, maybe it's harder for you then it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne, a song on the radio, a movie, or a single word, these are things that bring back those memories. But you can't hide from these things, because, they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future and things don't trigger the memories as much as before, they still do.
You can't forget someone you've loved, you may want to, but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten, no matter how hard we try, and how much we think it will ease the pain, it will always be there, forever.
I wanted a perfect ending, now I've learned the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next...

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I'm very very tired. No matter how much i sleep or rest, it never seems to be enough. Been growing fat too. sighs. Been sick for a week now, i'm drained. physically and mentally.

Won a brand new laptop at my company's Dinner and dance causing alot of stares and gossip. Office politics at its peak again. Am pretty happy with it. Though is very extra sensitive and i dont like windows vista. But what the hell. Its a laptop. Loads of stuff to do before the new year.

I need a break. I want to sleep and sleep and sleep... hopefully not to wake up anytime soon.

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woah... i didnt realise i had a mini war going on in my tagboard. I'm glad i look exotic. Dont you think so? Some people are just too free and like to create some excitment. =p

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My baby is in thailand now. Goodness its amazing how much i miss her. Every time i hear a song, smell her perfume, wait for the bus.... i think of her. Absence certainly makes the heart grow fonder. I now accutely realise how much she is involved in my daily life and how she just completes and fills my day.

She bought loads of stuff for me. Smiles. I cant wait for our little trip together. Gosh i miss her. sighs

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