Very uneventful weekend. Nothing much happening 'cept trying to tie up the loose ends bout my brother's predicament. Its kinda more of less settled i guess.
Wont be giving tuition this week at the children's home. Having school holidays.
So... i'll have loads of time on my hands with nothing to do.
Gosh... i dreamt of her yest. A sad dream i remembered.
I havent been seeing her go online these few days as well.. her gf's bday is coming up
not sure when but i'd bet she will be organising something.
My bday is in 26 days... she used to plan them for me. I dont know what i am going to do either.
I'm going to be 23... almost a quarter of a century old.
I've been thinking of her less... though sometimes the all so familiar pain in the left side of my chest comes and goes. It hurts so much to even breathe on those occassions.
I've been managing my emotions and feelings well... now all i have to do is get my life on track.
Get out of the confines of my room and computer. Thats all i ever do these days.
Even my parents have more life than me.
Sigh... Birthday suggestions anyone?

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