Monday, September 03, 2007
Dear Heart,
It's been a long time since I had a conversation with you. I know you been through alot and still going through alot.
I kinda spent most of my time just leaving you there and going through motions of life. I didn't stop to think that decisions I made would hurt way worst for you. But here I fell for someone that ripped you to shreds time and time again.
I am sorry I didn't hide you away better, to guard you from this. I put you out there without really thinking what might happen.
For that I am sorry. But you know I swore to you that day that wouldn't allow that to happen again. I allowed her to enter you and now I can't seem to allow you to let go so we can move past this. But here I am saying that it's ok to let go. That we got the best part of her but in order for us to move on and continue living we have to let go of the pain that rests still in us.
So I ask you to first forgive the one that hurt you so. Then ask you to let go of one that still haunts you. That is hard task to do but I know that you are strong enough to go on from here. I am not asking you love again or let someone replace her. But saying that when time is right we both will know it. So my heart I say let's start living again and not going through the motions.
Sincerely your keeper.
P.s. I promise to be more protective of you in the future
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