ok... i do not know how to put my templates anymore.
damn damn damn
so till i figure it out, i'm stuck with this plain ole boring pink one.

i'm bordering on the brink of insanity. thats what everyone says.
I think so too... i'm dumb, stupid and totally completely obsessed.
Everytime i see her online in my msn list, i just stare at her nick till she goes offline
I know i know mad.
But i cant help it.
She comes crawling into my mind all the time.
My whole life revolved around her and now that she is gone,
i am lost, aimless...without colour.
god i miss her so much.
i guess behind all my smiles and cheerfulness
i am not really happy.
Its a front to stop people from calling me names, for worrying about me
for bugging me.
I just cant seem to get her out of my mind. And its killing me slowly.
the feeling sucks... i see her face in the crowds, smell her perfume on someone
skip a heartbeat whenever i see a red renault kangoo.
i know i need to get out of this
but its hard.. after giving her everything... after so long
its hard. i finally had my first proper meal a with ashley a few days ago
i havent been eating a bite before that
goodness i'm like wallowing in self pity
shit.
got a phone call will vent more tml.

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